Insecurity and confusion, reality and fatasy.

Calcutta, 14-02-1994. After 8 days in chaotic Calcutta I feel it is time to move on, my train for Darjeeling will leave tonight at 19.00 h. Despite the feeling of insecurity about my life and all confusing sensations I am experiencing about reality and fantasy being mixed up, I still keep on and push myself to understand this crazy place. I am not sure if home is really home nowadays. Feel like I have been on the move for ages already. The other day I met a street seller I remember from back in Amsterdam and for a short moment in time I felt like I was back home, back in my regular life selling Mandalas in the street.